SS D<

Why am I getting myself involved in SS? If they didn't invite me to SS, they obviously had some kind of reason, whether they simply forgot, or they intentionally left me out I have no idea. But now being the neutral person is even worse than them just leaving me out. Now I had to go and beg my friend for information, promise to not tell 3 specific people, only to go and have to go and tell two of them. I am not one to break my promise and someone's trust and live on like nothing ever happened.

I do not feel fully alive anymore; a part of me, wherever it may be, is no longer.

When I wake up tomorrow, everything will be all right, everything will be ok... I hope...

(Oh crap Chinese exam tomorrow OTL)